Dear my bestie, u know you are awesome right?
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Loneliness,
It always comes knocking on my door of reality
and entering it without I invite it to come in,
it scares me with the sound of silence
that makes me feel like I am an outsider of my own life.
The rhythm of quietness of being alone also gives pain and ache to my soul
as it makes me realize of how fragile I am in the middle of those merry people.
I wish I could be one of them.
It’s like I’m living in a world-full-of-sorrow
when the feeling of being rejected penetrates my skin,
creeps into my veins and there it goes flowing in my blood,
secreting perilous venom,
killing every cell in my body,
ripping every muscle attached to the bones
and cutting all joints of my arms and legs.
I am paralyzed,
just lying in a place that I have no idea of where it is,
watching the live goes on and on.
It leaves me alone, with no one to hold me when I feel weak,
no one to talk to when I need to hear voices,
no one to gives me a hand when I need strength after a fall,
no one to be with when I need a companion.
I feel so left out…
i deeply
thinking.....
why on earth i was to be like this?
loneliness is not my choice, yet it seemed to be my destiny...
but then i realize, for every slowest step i'm taking,
every
coolest air i breath,
n every
silent voice i'm hearing......
they all
accompany the loneliness....
every
times loneliness comes knocking down my reality door,
everytimes it invite me to the sound of silence;full of rythm of quitness,
everytimes it comes near me,trying to make me lonely......
that everytimes makes me realize.....
that everytimes opened my eyes...
to watch the world of cheers through the window of silence..
that everytimes urges me,
to hear the voice of merriness through the ear of sorrow...
it was
all loneliness...
that paralyzed me yet saving me from the demanding world....
What makes us happiest in life? Some people may point to fabulous fame and fortune. But, hands down, surveys show that friends and family are the real prize. Even though our need to connect is innate, some of us always go home alone. You could have people around you throughout the day or even be in a lifelong marriage, and still experience a deep, pervasive loneliness. Not surprisingly, isolation can affect one's mental and physical health to a great detriment.
1. Sentiasa berhubung dengan Allah. Luahkan apa saja kepada Dia yang Maha mendengar.
2. Kita ada family! Jom buat bulatan gembira.
3. Lakarkan persahabatan sebanyak mungkin. I am here for u n u r here for me :)
2. Bina jati diri yang kukuh...
In Sya Allah, by God will.... U will not feel lonely at all.
